I honestly don’t get it - just last night I was so happy, but now I feel as if I could melt into a puddle of tears at any given moment

I ate dessert tonight… REAL dessert and I’m hanging out w friends, ill update later :)



Carrot, cucumber, and avocado sushi

Today has been a little mentally tough…
My mom had to have knee surgery at 9 am and I had to drop off my brother before that and didn’t want to wake up even earlier to squeeze in my run. So I didn’t, then did what I needed do and drove 20 min away to pet sit my coach’s cats and water his plants. I came home and had breakfast, but ate a little too much and was too full to run. I waited around, cleaned my room and by that time it was already 12:30 and they called me from the doctors to pick my mom up. Everything went smoothly which i am so relieved about. I took her home and made some food for lunch for us and again ate too much and was too full to run. I’ve been hanging around with her just watching Breaking Bad and it’s now 4:30 - still haven’t run. I want to but I don’t at the same time because my stomach just feels off :( I’m going to go, just need to garner some motivation. I’m trying to not feel guilty because I’m doing way less exercise and ate a lot more today - not all of it necessarily “healthy “. I need to be rational about the situation…




the north shore is my happiest happy place

this is beautiful

thank you! :)

Smashed avocado, black bean and and roasted tomato toast / Recipe
Anonymous: beautiful story! Yes, you "gaining" that "weight" saved your life!!! I am so happy for you, my favorite runner!

You should see how huge and goofy my smile is right now :’) but in all seriousness, thank you so very much… xoxo

Picking vegetables at the Eden Project - St Blazey, Cornwall, England by franieK